4.03.2008

Bored.

So I'm bored and feel like writing, but I don't know what about. I was told to just keep writing, and something will come, which does tend to happen, so I'll do it. This will probably be pointless anyway.

Random: At church on Sunday, there was this guy sitting in front of me whose bald spot was in the shape of a cross. No lie. And I just found it to be the coolest and most appropriate thing for church. ahah Because I'm an idiot like that sometimes, and I need to find dumb things to entertain me at church.

Speaking of church, I won't get into it all because I know some people find anything relating to religion totally annoying and crap, and I don't want to bother people with my little views on things they just don't want to hear. But, someone mentioned something to me about how I don't say or do a lot of the things "expected" of you in church, and I then went into my little rant. But really, I don't like the church all that much. I mean, yes, I am faithful, which is one reason why I do actually go to church. But the whole concept of the church kind of pisses me off. There is so much conformity in the church, and so many rules you are expected to follow. You have to believe A, B, and C to be Christian, and if you don't agree with one thing, it's like you're sentenced to hell. I think it's almost hypocritical in a way that you have to follow all those rules as you go around preaching that God will love you no matter what you do. I feel a lot of things about the church are just totally fake and a load of crap essentially. If you believe, you believe. It's in your heart, and I don't see the need to go around preaching those things to the world just to prove yourself. AND if you have ever been to church, do you realize that every single prayer read aloud sounds like some cult chant? Because, really, it does and it is eerie.

Alright, I'm done with that little rant, and I'm sorry for wasting your time as I try to think of something more meaningful to write in here.

Something about people has been getting to me lately. It's nothing personal and nothing that necessarily pertains to me, yet I just find it annoying how ungrateful people seem to be. I guess I really started thinking on it after a girl in my school now lost both of her parents. I don't want to exploit that on here, because she's already had to deal with enough, and I honestly could not feel more sympathy for her. But that very day that all of us found out, everybody seemed grateful for their life for a second. And then like five minutes later, they start complaining about how they hate life, and how today was the worst day ever. Why? Because you dropped your books and tripped over a rock? Be happy that's the worst thing that happend to you in a day. And yes, I am being a bit hypocritical here saying this, because we all do that at times, and I am not going to sit here and pretend I don't. But I really do appreciate every little thing I have in my life, and I wish everyone honestly could say the same.

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