"Stephanie, what's wrong with you? You get something good for once and then go and throw it away? Do you want anything that's actually good?" That seems to be a general consensus. But nobody really understands the situation, and they can't unless they are either me or one of the people involved. I don't know why I even bother explaining it, because the only thing people gain from that is a tarnished perception of who I am now. It's annoying. Yes, I did do some things wrong. I am aware; you don't need to throw it in my face when you don't even know the facts. But the reason it's done is because I did do things wrong and came to that realization. I can not sit there and knowingly hurt people that I care about, especially when they never did anything wrong to me. Even if they did deserve it, I just can't do that.
Whatever. What's done is done, and it's really not a big deal at all. People like to blow things out of proportion sometimes. Anyway, I think I may have feelings for somebody else now anyway. Already?! Yes, already. Be quiet.
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Again, life is good. I'm enjoying it :]
The things I have wanted are still coming my way without me having to do anything. So it seems, anyway. It's always nice when things like that happen. And I've always been aware that when things seem this good for this long, something is bound to go wrong. You can never stay on the top forever. But you can live in the moment and not worry about what may happen. Doing that only ruins what is good. So essentially, you wind up knocking yourself off the pedestal you were granted.
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By the way, University of Hartford Class of 2012. Hi.
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