4.06.2008

Cover Your Ears, Boy...These Are Secrets You Don't Want To Hear.

Secrets. Everybody has them. You let them out, and they become intriguing to everyone else. You keep them to yourself, and they seem to become even more intriguing to you alone. Most secrets turn out not to be so important with time, and are often let out. Some secrets, however, are meant to stay that forever, a secret that nobody else can know about. I think maybe the most common reason for that occurs when morals get confused; when you can't figure out right from wrong anymore, and you really don't want to find out.

In all honesty, life is awesome right now. I have always had this kind of vision of how I expected my life to be and what I actually wanted from it, and I never saw it becoming reality until I hit college for some reason. But I'm not in college yet, obviously, and it's here. All I've wanted seems to just be coming to me, and I don't have to do a thing for it. Usually in situations like that, something will always go wrong and everything will be lost, but I don't think that is going to happen this time around. In time, we all get what we deserve, and maybe I really do deserve all I've been getting. I'm pretty sure I do. It's like the conversation I was having with a friend the other day about this girl that caused me an insane amount of problems for three straight years, and really made my life a living hell at the time. Where is this girl that seemed to have everything and more back then? Well, now she's a highschool dropout drugged-up nobody. Ehh sorry, but you deserve it, bitch. Where am I for putting up with so much crap and not letting it transform me into a bitch myself? I am here getting all I have wanted. Karma? Sure.

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