I'm Okay. I Promise.

So as of last night/today, I've come to the realization that I'm worrying people. So if you are one of those worrywarts, listen up:

I am okay, and I always will be.

There's never any reason to worry about me; I promise you that. There's nothing I hate more than when people are worried about me. Well okay, maybe there are some things I hate more. But seriously. And don't take offense to it when I won't tell you what's wrong, pleaseeee. I've never been open when it comes to my feelings, and it will take a long time before I am. I've made steps, but I'm not at the point where I will spill my life to anyone willing to listen. It's nothing against anyone; it's just me. And I will mention yet again that that is the very reason why I started this blog in the first place. This is where I open up slightly more. A computer screen doesn't show emotion (unless you count emoticons). People do. And sometimes I fear people's reactions to the stories I tell. People always seem to feel offended when I don't open up to them, and it hurts me to see that. With that, the creation of this came about for my friends to follow things I don't tell them. The end.

Now, nothing devastating happened to me at all. People feel down some days. I'm allowed to, too, alright? It's normal. Sure, there are reasons that made me feel that way this past week, but it's nothing big, scary, and disastrous, so don't worry.

But for those that were worrying, I appreciate it, I guess. I mean, I suppose it shows that people care and whatnot. But that thing is just not for me.