New Light Sunrise

I went to sunrise mass for Easter yesterday, and it was such a beautiful thing, even on three hours of sleep haha. I've never actually seen the sunrise from the beach before, but it was always something I wanted to do. Everything else that went along with it was so inspiring, too. As we were driving there crossing the bridge, I was looking out over the water, the moon shining just above it, and a lot of things just seemed to make sense to me. Things were put into focus. It was cool too, to actually be standing on the beach with the darkness and the moon to my right, and the sun slowly coming up over the horizon on my left. To have both night and day with you is a pretty cool thing, and I found it reminiscent of life. Standing there weighing out the darkness and light of my life, I realized just how grateful I am for everything I have and everything I've ever experienced, good and bad. And I also thought about how amazing my life seems to be going lately. Like, this break alone has brought about so many awesome things. and I know they're not going to just disappear. I don't remember if I wrote it in here before, but I'll write it again anyway. I always used to think life had such sucky timing, but lately, life has been proving me wrong.

I really do feel it this time around. I don't think I've fallen faster, and I don't think I've ever felt this trusting of someone. Vunerablity is something most people fear. But they always say, if you face you fears, they disappear. This is no different.