"Ultimatums For Egos"

"The last thing that I wanted was your company,
but still you came running back here anyway.
And the truth is that I'll never tell you anything
because everytime I try,
my words come out and kill me quick.

Crush my dreams; I'll fade away.
As long as what you wanted was for me to be miserable.
I'm breaking down everyday.
The sky is a new shade of grey.

Trying to say sorry
when these were your intentions;
can't take back what you've said.
I'll never forgive, I'll never forget
(cross my heart)

The last thing that I needed was your sympathy,
but you still showed it to me anyway.
You live for your excuses,
and you should know by now that everytime you try,
your words come out and kill you quick.

Crush my dreams; I'll fade away
Why don't you throw away everything
to gain nothing at all
but one less person who cares if you end up dead.

I'll just forget."
~From First to Last


I think that quite possibly the most pointless emotion we have is jealousy. We all feel it, but it's just dumb. There is no sense in envying somebody else because they may have one thing that you want, and it's really closed-minded to think that everyone else around you has a better life than you do. To wish you were living someone else's life instead of your own is selfish and ridiculous. Everyone has problems in their life. That's what life is. The idea of "perfection" is simply just that: an idea. A mere thought that will never exist in reality. I wish everybody can just accept what they've been given and see that all the mountains we face have a meaning behind them. Every single one. And seeing that meaning makes us stronger. I just can't stand how so many people, especially those I'm surrounded by, let jealousy take a hold of their lives. Envy is the only thing that makes up some people. It's sad. You're pathetic. Give it up and give your life some worth.