Last Day

So I finally leave tomorrow morning, which is bittersweet. A bunch of dumb stuff happened today that made me even more excited to finally leave, but I really am going to miss a few people here (key word: few). The anxiety that most people I've talked to have been feeling for weeks finally hit me last night, as I was laying in bed and realized I only had one more night to sleep in MY bed and to be in my room ALONE. I'm really anticipating the lack of alone time I get in college to literally drive me insane, but we'll see what happens.

On a different note, a little awesome band, The Starting Line, have this old song called "Greg's Last Day":

When you left home and moved to Ohio
The summer had come to an end.
My best friend goes, I try to follow,
Running as you disappear.
Stay.
You know how bad this hurts.
It's been three weeks and just gets worse.
Come back to PA.
Forever this time.
Greg's last day is our last chance to be best friends
Until we say "goodbye" and "I'll try to see you when the weather clears."
Then I went home and prayed that tomorrow
You would turn the car right back around.
Evergreen Rd just won't feel the same,
Since your gone.
Greg's last day is our last chance to be best friends
Until we say "goodbye" and "I'll try to see you when the weather clears."
Greg's last day is our last chance to be best friends
Until we say "goodbye" and "I'll try to see you when the weather clears."

I guess you can say the title of song is quite coincidental. I miss my best friend, and it sucks that I won't be able to see him before I leave. You know what sucks even more? Growing apart from someone and eventually losing them for good. I'd rather there be a reason behind losing someone, like a stupid fight or something, than losing someone just because time and outside circumstances drew you apart. Fights break things down. When you simply grow apart, especially in this case, you never lost the connection with the person or anything. Like, when you do finally talk to them again, it feels like nothing ever changed. But that's if you talk to them again.

And on another completely different note: WAKE UP, KID. I like you, and I'm really going to miss you.