Suburban Dream Decay

It's entertaining to me when people have nothing better to do with their lives than make their Facebook status's about me. It makes me feel better about the lack of a life I have here, anyway. However, I recall a conversation a year or two ago with you girls, who will read and rant about this yet again (enjoy), about saying things to each other's faces if we had a problem. But if you want to do it all through a computer screen, I can too. So...

Shut the hell up already, let it go, and do something better with your life. And, I'd like the tickets/money back that you stole from me. Please and thank you.

On another note, I am going to soil my dignity right now by admitting that I have recently compared myself to Hannah Montana. Yeah, that's what this place does to you. But anyway, I've come to realize that it's almost as if I live two different lives, and the life I'm back to living right now sucks. Quite a bit. And it's not that I change all that much between these two places, so I've yet to understand it. All I do know is that I have 12 weeks left of being here and that just sounds way too long. I have to stop complaining about being here, but I just have too much time to sit around and think about all the reasons I hate this place, and it's pathetic.

But there are things to look forward to until I leave again:
-New Hampshire road trip/Tyler's lake house/Taking Back Sunday, Envy On The Coast, Anberlin show
-Possible Boston road trip + Rise Against/Billy Talent show
-Sickkk Warped Tour
-Set Your Goals show and album release <3
-More shows and album releases
-Possible CT road trip
-Blink-182/Taking Back Sunday/Weezer show!
-Surprising my dad with the sickest birthday present ever

Soon enough, I'll be excited. Until then, I just have a lot of alone time to sit and think. And due to that, I have also recently decided that my uncle may have had a point about my seemingly "ungrateful" nature (which kills me). I am so incredibly grateful for everything I have, but because I don't put my emotions out there easily, most people are never aware, and I fail to realize that most times. People don't know how cute I find forehead kisses to actually be or how much it meant to me for one person to surprise me outside my house at one in the morning. So this just in: these things and more have meant the world to me. Now you know, a little late maybe, but I got there.